I started so motivated, now I'm struggling to find the energy. I need out NOW! I don't know where I'll go, the property 3 suburbs away is not far enough away. One lady I worked with said I needed to move to the moon. That sounds pretty good tonight.
I am so disheartened, I just want to put my head in my hands and admit defeat. I am tired of never having a moments rest, work is getting busy and most days I never know what to expect when I get home. That's it, I am mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted. I'm really wondering where I'll find the resources in me to keep doing this.
OK, pity party over, tomorrows another day, I know I'll get up, put one foot in front of the other and remember to breathe. Just keep reminding yourself Dayelle one thing at a time. I know I have a great support network of people I can call on so I think now is the time to ask for HELP!
I need to remind myself that this will pass, there are good things in my life. I have a man who loves me (despite all the crap going on) I have good friends, I'm employed and actually enjoy the group I work with, they're like family to me. I own my home, I am not in debt and I own a car that I get so much pleasure out of driving. My new car that my counsellor said was a positive step when I bought it! So I know there are more positives in my life than negatives but sometimes it's hard to see that.
I did want to add two pictures that made me laugh tonight, but I have no idea where they have gone!!
Oops, well look at that!!!! There they are!!!!!
2 comments:
I like both pictures. I think I've used the second on my girls.
As for the down blog post. Hey, its your site. Sometimes that's just the way things go. Hope it is getting better.
I like the pictures, especially the second one. I think I need to send that to my brother, LOL.
I think sometimes the best time to blog is when we're feeling down. Better to get those feelings out than bottle them up.
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